[Short Note] Cheap Shots?
I was hit in the gut earlier today by someone close, and that was during class. It was unexpected and it brought me to the phase where you know you're going to cry if you don't push it away, so I pretty much thought of other things, haphazardly speaking, just to make that feeling disappear. Then I found out today, through my oh so terrible use of the web, stuff that shouldn't bother me but it does, and it's another hit in the gut. In the end I know it's my fault, and the situation that is now was caused by me, and there's probably never ever a way of reversing that with either, and a part of me wonders whether or not it's a good thing or a bad thing. All I really want to do right now is run outside in the freezing city, specifically union square, and just shout ...
